Unwell

What can stress do to a person?

You get headaches. Real bad ones.

Your gums which stopped bleeding, starts to bleed again. Sigh.

Your mind gets so tired that you can't think much or react much.

You feel like you're about to vomit almost every seconds of the day.

You're stress coz you think too much. But then, you think even more when you're stressed.

You feel lousy. Plain lousy.

You can't do much of anything.

You don't crave for food. It only makes you want to vomit.

Fever-ish all the time.

Bad dreams just keep haunting you. Those people just can't leave your mind alone in dreams or reality.

You have irregular periods and PMS.


I'm having all that. Not too sure if it's due to stress. But I believe so.

Repeating Nightmares Almost Every Night!

Can you remember all your dreams? I'm sure some of you can, while there are some just like me. I can't remember my dreams well but I subconsciously know roughly what happened. I know whether it's a sweet dream or if it's a nightmare. But if you ask me the story line, I couldn't tell you a thing of it. But I will feel like I know but I actually don't. It's like I know but I couldn't put it in words or in drawings? I just know but not clearly know. Gosh, I hope you get what I am trying to say coz I am a little lost here.

I had a few, let's call it bad dreamS (plural) instead of nightmares coz it doesn't involve ghost or devil although the female character in my dreams were somehow like one to me -_-" I had been having almost the same bad dreams I think. Maybe not the same story line. But it involved the same persons. And it's about the same things. When I woke up, I felt like I cried. Maybe I cried in the dreams. Maybe I cried for real and stopped just moments before I woke up.

Oh well, I guess it's all due to stress that I give to myself. I hate too much. That's why they haunt me like there's no tomorrow. I hate directly and also subconsciously. I'm in a very serious state.



Can I turn back the time and relive my life as an innocent child with no worries and filled with nothing but sincere love from everyone around? Not that I don't like myself now. It's just that I prefer how I used to be. I seldom have nightmares when I was younger. Anyways, how does dreams work? Will reality be exactly like what we dreamt? Or will it be opposite?

Grab The Chance To Be In A Magazine Cover!

One little thing I like about tags is the fact that I do not have to be creative in what I write! All I have to do is just follow the instructions given. *Oh no, that's not called cheating!* Hehe. Here goes a tag by SlowCatchUpKuan.


My chance to be in the front cover of not just one magazine, but a few! XD

This is a once in a lifetime chance for you to grab tickets to my very own spectacular rock concert! Unsure if I can rock? Join me and witness it! :P


Big rockstar coming to town soon.........


A rockstar-cum-model! Wakaka.... What more can you ask for? *grin*


Super model-in-making... Kekeke


Being famous is not that easy. Once in a while being a geek can be so much fun! :)


I'm a noob when it comes to PC stuffs actually -_-"


Here's my very own Tinkerbell. Haha. Alright, alright, mine is Kobe! And she's so much cooler than Paris's lil evil-looking Chihuahua! :D


She's one smart puppy there!


Jealous already? See if you've got what it takes to be in a mag cover at http://www.magmypic.com/ *winks*


1) KennyTheKingOfJackpot
2) Wenzi
3) Adrian
4) Flux
5) KimFei
6) Mich
7) Joshua

Déjà vu, It Happened Before!!!

Gosh, I've been dreaming a lot lately!

I had dreamt before the dream that I had last night. Same place, same faces, same storyline. As usual, I can only remember almost the whole dream when I just woke up but now that I want to blog about it, I forgot most of it.

There were a lot of people. I remember my second aunt, mom and I was there holding wet handkerchiefs. There were gasses surrounding us. All of a sudden a group of English men * I think they are actors, saw their faces before on TV but no idea what's their names* in black as though they are from the SDU, holding cans of tear gasses threatening to diffuse it!

I don't remember what happened in between. But they did throw the cans at us in the end and smoke was everywhere! *Cough*Cough*

How dramatic can I get... *shrug*


I've got so much to blog about, but so little time. My visit to the clinic [part 2] would have to wait. External papers starting on 10th December. Wish me luck! *fingers crossed*

Toothache That Causes Death!

I had toothache the night before and last night I had a weird dream that is related to that!

I dreamt that I was having toothache! No, that's not the weird part. In my dream I tried to pull that particular tooth that was causing so much pain to me. Once I got it pulled, there was blood coming out from my gums. *Duh!*

Weird things start to happen after that. Everyone in my family started to er.. die one by one! I can't recall what exactly happened to them in the dream. But I know it wasn't natural death. Horrible things happened! Almost like those can be found in horror film. And we were scared and we ran away trying to avoid everything that seems harmful to us.

That was a tiring dream. I woke up with my heart pumping so fast and it felt like I had just cried. I used the wrong word, it was more like a petrifying dream. It felt so so real!

Dream

I had this dream last night. Can't recall much of it. But it all seemed and felt so real. I did not say a word, I only touched and it felt like it really happened.

Have you had a dream so real that it made you feels uneasy the moment you wake up?

I shall dream again tonight...