Repeating Nightmares Almost Every Night!

Can you remember all your dreams? I'm sure some of you can, while there are some just like me. I can't remember my dreams well but I subconsciously know roughly what happened. I know whether it's a sweet dream or if it's a nightmare. But if you ask me the story line, I couldn't tell you a thing of it. But I will feel like I know but I actually don't. It's like I know but I couldn't put it in words or in drawings? I just know but not clearly know. Gosh, I hope you get what I am trying to say coz I am a little lost here.

I had a few, let's call it bad dreamS (plural) instead of nightmares coz it doesn't involve ghost or devil although the female character in my dreams were somehow like one to me -_-" I had been having almost the same bad dreams I think. Maybe not the same story line. But it involved the same persons. And it's about the same things. When I woke up, I felt like I cried. Maybe I cried in the dreams. Maybe I cried for real and stopped just moments before I woke up.

Oh well, I guess it's all due to stress that I give to myself. I hate too much. That's why they haunt me like there's no tomorrow. I hate directly and also subconsciously. I'm in a very serious state.



Can I turn back the time and relive my life as an innocent child with no worries and filled with nothing but sincere love from everyone around? Not that I don't like myself now. It's just that I prefer how I used to be. I seldom have nightmares when I was younger. Anyways, how does dreams work? Will reality be exactly like what we dreamt? Or will it be opposite?